I’ve done this before. Missused the blog that is. Fuck it! F-U-C-K I-T! Fuck this frustrated motherfuckin ass crap-feeling. Fucking jealousy! FUCK! why am I so pathetic? Why can’t I just let go of the assholes who just give me confusion and frustration? It’s all your fault daddy! Fuck! FUCKINFUCK FUCKINGDADDYISSUES!
Lisa and Thobiethobe brightened my day a bit… made me smile, they did. Good to me, they are. Yeppers… I love’em. :)
But I just couldn’t get myself over to Mazzetti for the julkalender-fika-event tonight. Hid in my room instead. Some days I need someone to physically push me out the door to get me moving.
Right now I just want to get really drunk and scream and dance and rage to really loud music! GRRAAAAHHHH!!!
haha, that youtube link was really silly, it cheared me up! ^_^
